get any easier? maybe. i think that at first it looks easy, but then it turns out not to be easy, but then as time progresses it gets easier. and then there's more.
like when you first talk to someone you're really into but can't talk to them much because you get all nervous and fuck up what you say. everyone has that one person they just can't relax with. but maybe, pretending like you're not nervous or anything works. i mean, you still don't know what to say most of the time... like it doesn't come to you right away, but when it does, it becomes a late response or conversation starter and then this is the part where they'll think, "wow you're retarded." "......"
i can honestly say that i'm getting better at this whole thing.
i think i try too hard.
like when you first talk to someone you're really into but can't talk to them much because you get all nervous and fuck up what you say. everyone has that one person they just can't relax with. but maybe, pretending like you're not nervous or anything works. i mean, you still don't know what to say most of the time... like it doesn't come to you right away, but when it does, it becomes a late response or conversation starter and then this is the part where they'll think, "wow you're retarded." "......"
i can honestly say that i'm getting better at this whole thing.
i think i try too hard.
