tense

so lately, i've been a lot more straightforward. it's kinda weird. i don't know. i feel bad because like sometimes people would ask me questions or whatever and some of my responses come out kinda nasty. i don't mean to have it come out the way it does, but it just does. it's getting a little harder to think about what i have to say before i say it. maybe this is all apart of growing up, realizing that i'll always be surrounded by people who don't know what to do with their life, and as much as i'm trying not to go about this in a mean way but i guess i really mean, "dumbasses." the people with no drive or interest and aren't doing what would be good for them because they think that everything that the adults are telling them are bullshit, which maybe depending on the adult could be bullshit but most of the time isn't. and please don't criticize me, this is just how i think, i couldn't seriously get penalized for this could i? but anyway, i'm currently in love with carribean passion from jamba juice. at first i didn't really like it, but i tasted again and i loved it. i guess i just had to get used to it.